i feel miserable. why am i living in such misery? the course is screwing me up. i feel sick, in fact i AM sick.how fucked up is that when u have so many submissions?i know im almost there but i just cant help it. i wish i had the time to have fun and party more instead of being a pathetic student leading a pathetic life.

being a designer is not easy and good god, can u believe that im actually loving it?

screw the world. the stupid amex sup card hasnt returned with the thumbs up. citibank got back even faster! and for that i gotta foot my own freaking bill.

i miss my love~ miss his hug and warmth, n his awful odour that if often mixed with tobacco. or when he is just awake. i miss the times lazing at his house doing nothing but sleep. and enjoy the air of lethargy lingering. i know that may sound lazy but i hardly get to live such moments ok! so shut the fuck up slut! sorry but excuse me for the foul language as im evilly stressed up and i just need to let the angst out.

so shut up and keep the fucking comments to yourself if u have anything mean to say.

here is a picture two weeks ago. during number two's 21st. will have tons of peeeeektures uploaded once i bypass the day of death on monday~

till then~