im blogging because i actually had so much to say but it all slipped my mind the moment i wake up every morning or should i say afternoon.

i m a very forgetful person. sometimes to the extend of being called a scatter brain. but well not too bad i used to be quite good at remembering things but as i grew older i feel that my brain seem to become lazier. i tend to shut off very fast. i can ask a person the same thing more then five times.

im really tired. i dont know why. my eyes are like burning. maybe its because i been rubbing it too much. bad habit really.


today went to bugis haji ctown then home. had yh with me. ok not too adventurous. but hes quite funny. he wants to bead too! start a mens line. like seriously.... yh get a life. stop being a sissy ok. u need to be more man! reading arena more doesnt make u man enough! ahaha kidding...

now im trying very hard to recall what i wanted to blog about but nothing seem to be reaching my mind.

lets just start with sch. its starting in a weeks time and HOLY SHIT im stil NOT READY? my brain is blank. mentally still exhuasted instead of feeling refreshed and ready to go and fight that one year of shit ass and kick one hell of a ass. no. i feel like this........ dead


i wanna do vogue i wanna do cool i wanna splashes of colour loud daring bold! but do i ahve the chance?

last weekend was great spent it with darling and regulars. dinner plus eski. then sat with darling and sun bmcb n thai express

bmcb was crap. disappointed. soft. not tuned. french horns cracking sounded like a mice quivering. cant hear the trumpets. no high notes were hit. tickets were luckily free for me.tt was what wen and i was saying if it wasnt free n its ten bucks. HELL we wont go laaa.the only song that sounded OK was yorkshire. and do re mi fucking simple song and u can go out of tune sounding like you got super low moral? OMG y heart broken.


not trying to be mean but they need to wake up when the guest band is better then the home band. HOW embarassing is THAT? altho yes guest band wasnt very good either BUT they sneaked their way thru with playing a percussion based piece and that is very smart!

im sorry bmcb but that is just my piece of mind.


enough of rantings.

tata~