yes my birthday is approaching so damn soon im turning a year older. 19 sounds bloody old. i cant stand it.

today is valentines. may all of u be surrounded with love.well im not.or at least i dun feel so.

lets take a look at my wishlist this year:

that basket guess bag. the $139 one

i m still in love with the guess shades.seriously.

the red guess top i spotted last week at paragon guess

for my sales at www.mistressofglam.blogspot.com to prosper like no there's no tommorow.haha

want a nice drop shoulder top.didnt get the rose one coz there was defects and thus the seller have to return it to the supplier

desperately in need of a pair of jeans.most preferred for a pair from david bitton. btw im size 26-27- 27 for smaller cuttings.

i so wanna braid my hair. if somebody can sponsor 100bucx i'd defintely go for it.

free sushi and salmon all year round from either sakae or genki

and perhaps an already planned proper date or dinner by someone special.

or a planned surprise birthday party planned by frens?

i really have no more ideas.my birthday so happen to fall on cny eve.so just my luck!i dun get to celebrate with frens!but many many ang baos shall fly into my endless pit of bags n bags.hahaha

im so sick and tired. WAIT is all i can describe bout life. everyone is born to die. we are all now just awaiting death. its a fact dun tel me its nt auspicious so say such stuff because its the TRUTH.

fuck off world.good bye

i hate myself

i haven done any work i cant find the mood or inpiration. im feeling pissed disappointed proud stupid smart n irritated. what a mess queena what a mess.

wait and die.

...pooofs...**