its alr 0233 and i m still not asleep. yes world cup has come to an end and italy won(:!!!! coz zidane got sent off for banging his head on m**o(ok however u spell tt fella's name) chest. haha how rash can these ppl get? rooney was another one during the england vs portugal match oh gosh. wat a waste
hah anyways enough bout soccer im tired i have nt completed a single piece of work today i feel pretty stressed up.cant really breathe. i hate my habits now i wish i could kick it but i stil cant n im stil having a hard time. altho ive tried and i know i did try hard. i kept my promise, for a while. hah
caught superman returns on monday.hes hot! really hot.wooo impenetrable. hahaha i lyk his eyes.nice attractive blue and the classic hairstyle and wearing the underwear on the outside. haha
its approaching, the end of us the end of everyting and it has. i missed u once twice thrice n i got tired and now i need a break. from singing the song that'd make me slit my wrists, me lying on the bathroom floor in a pool of blood staining my robe. and how they can never catch me ever again like a bullet through a flock of doves. now ive got out of that hell. i live in assurance, peace and joy with air smelling so sweet and nice everyday. the sweetness of joy swirls around us. i felt it agian.
im so sick of all these i wish i could spend all my time with you by my side my dear dearie. feeling you close to me. i dont wanna have sex i just want to feel u close, not only physically but emotionally and for our souls to touch, tilt their heads and kiss each other on the lips as we do with our warm bodies. i want you to make me scream for more and let that wild cat out of me agian. depositing venom into your body with every scratch, so that you will be mine forever and ever. allow me to scream my lungs out for you're my only one. assuring you that i'l be the lighthouse to light your path when u get lost. be your pillar of support when you feel weak. i wanna be your air, so sweet and fair. i really do~ do u hear me?i hope we will always stay here like that. happy. not allowing anything to pry us apart, tear us apart. when i imagine such violence that might be inflicted on us in the future,my heart contorts and i dont like the feeling. in fact i hate it. for i pray now for us to be fine , or maybe in the future and when we walk towards "there" together.
i just felt like writing all of a sudden and so i did. and people would probably rate it emo. hah
anyhows thats all for now its 0253. i was tryin to do work in between but i didnt succeed haha
good night~drenched in ur love(:queena heart pince wince vince!haha
...pooffss..*
