Tuesday, September 20, 2005
screwed 10:06 PM
today's another boring tuesday.figure and basic.think i enjoyed basic more then figure.figure was disastrous i looked lyk an indian women juz tt i wasnt black.eekkssso darn fucking bored online.totally nth to do.whenever i think bout maths.i feel so screwed prelims round the corner n i haven started anything yet.at all.totally NOTHING.wtf i'l surely fail it.haha today in class my fren told me"oh man queena how do u manage to use the f word so fluently in almost ever sentence of urs?!" come on my son always describes me as "queena-a gurl who uses the f word excessively." whahahabut tts the way to live it.happy happy one day.happy or sad also one day so y not juz forget obut ur worries fer once?altho i felt rather sinful always at the end of the day hahaha tts y i'l defintly redeem my sins one day.whatever whatever.wtf wtf. had a chat with tiang ti n boon last ngiht.hahaha so funny.its been a super duper long time sicne i last spoke to them n went out with them.haha i rem all the kite flying sessions.super enjoyable.i miss everyone!ahahha n for everyone to know tiang ti now is my sista.we good sista lah he's my new gay partner.hahaha we can share almost anything.even bras~wahahah kiddin~~was doing some self reflection today.sometimes i really htink im a bitch sometimes i think i m really mean. everyone has their imperfections. everyone does.i love my son i love my family i love my frenz n last of all i love u~was discussing with my dad if we should let my sis go perform in thailand.its a dangerous country!had bad experiences there.terrible place.phewh luckily i came back alive n goodness they r actually taking GARUDA INDONESIA airlines n they have to pay 530BUCX WTF???!!!so not worth it!but i understand her passion n love towards singing with the choir juz lyk how i love my band.but shes still young n like this cca of hers cant really help her venture out next time or be able to join a good choir in her next 4 yrs in sec sch.so i was saying i'd rather her not go.but thers also advantages coz its a really good opportunity to get the exposure n everything.i mean which musician doesnt wan to get htis kinda exposure esp when shes singing to the royal family of thailand.haha lyk they can understand eng?mayb they do? ahahah mom's away fer today.in KL fer some property shit.haha but she has time fer shopping called n asked fer my jeans size.funnyKL- reminded of last dec.when i was there fer a short trip had roaming on my phone haha sorta msged quite a bit.coz i missed candy pretty bad.as we juz started off tt time.really sweet he was so shocked to receive my call in the ngiht.haha i miss i missso we;re kinda confused still whether to let her go ahead witht he trip or not..hmmm one problem is the 530 bucx dad says if she doesnt go he'l compensate.if its the 530bucx man!!share lah sis!half half!!coz i helped in making the decision!!lol guess thers nth i ahve to blog bout anymore..i stil pray~ans my prayers~:))..ppooffss**