Monday, September 12, 2005
moody 8:35 PM
been really moody today.lyk in the mornz?i have no idea y?mayb pms?but my period is already here.or mayb its juz pure exhaustion.dunno y so tired.juz didnt really felt good with sch bugging me and miss lim hot on her heels.(fer maths)lesson was only lyk half an hour today?fer sculpture coz its the first day?lyk super dumb wasted my time n my stinking effort to wake up so fucking early in the fucking mornz.dragging myself out of bed is one of the things which i dread most. went to town today to rot fer a while b4 taking a bus home.time seemed to pass really fast today.got chocolates fer my grandmahappy birthday nanathen hmmm..today heavy storm sialll.house blacked out once.was darn scared when i was bathing tt i might get electricuited anytime n juz die in the toilet without anyone noticing.hahaha luckily it went off when i was drying my hair half way. after which, (ok this is the part whereby im angry) everyone was running around the house closing widnows n stuff then later did i found out tt HAPPY!!was playing with my slipper!!the one i flung off the carpet b4 i entered the house.wTF!!really angry with him he bit til the design fell off.luckily the fur was stil on.what to wear tmr?u tel me??stupid dog.shouted at him.he tried to catch my attention after tt but hah!im stil angry boy!!!im nt gonna talk to u or touch u again!!!bad dog!!!! didnt expect him to do so coz he hardly chewed on any stinkies in the house unless hes angry.my grandma says he probably did tt coz i threw my slippers about anyhow n he knows tt probably wrong.damn agnry lah!hes now tryin to ask me to sayang him.HAH!NO! bad dog!!!ok im going crazy.hah...actually i had quite a lot of sutff to blog about.but it juz seem to slip off from my mind ever sinne i stepped into the hosue.hahahathen was talking bout eric whitacre.OH MY GOODNESS so hot lah was discussing it with riah.MAHAHAHAHABAHAHAHAHAMUAHAHAHAHA hes hot.i mean lyk hottest composer conductor ive ever seen so far.usually ppl's impression of a conductor and composer would be one old stick-lyk figuer with boney fingers and a balding head.OR a fat n middle aged / old man with a beer belly and greying hair waving his proton in the air. (fer eg. lin ah lek,david glosz etc.)hahah but no!juz look at eric whitacre!hes young hes hot hes juz simply the hottest musician ive ever seen.haha i cant say hottest man alive coz john johson is the hottest and my candy boy is the spiciest.LOL >.<>i went ot check out bert appermont too as riah said.hes pretty decent looking.juz a lil older.i stil prefer eric.LOL was talking obut guys today with my frenz. some are really bastards whcih deserve some real good bashing in their groin to remind them tt the world dun revolve only around them lah.how can u cheat on another gurl aft the other?i juz dunno wat has got into these ppl.sometimes its really true.find someone who treasures n loves u more then u do towards him. but of course giving 100% would hurt a person even aft a fight or quarels.enough of those.makes me sick~kinda miss sec sch life too.it was totally fun.i used to think "oh my life is so fucked up in sec sch.god..pls get me outta here asap" but now ahha i kidna miss those good old days. where the guys strip n rape each other n scream all kinda vulguarity n makes us gurls laugh lyk nobody's business, their disturbin in class n all the entertainment they provided-priceless. haha dunno y been spending a lil time everyday to catch up with ppl whom i missed out on ALOT lately ever since school started.life cant only revolve ard myelf candy n sch.haha sometimes catching up with old frenz is smth pretty impt in life.and smth tt can make u feel more positive about life coz u know theres still ppl ard u who appreciates u.:)haha anwyays im dead broke.BROKE FUCKING BROKE.n my dad is crazy he suddenly came n gave me 50bucx fer lyk NTH he said watever i wanna use it for.HAHAH its nt even fer next week's allowance.extra!!muahahhaahhh....i guess theres nth much i can think of anymore.wait til my inspiration comes...pooffsss..**
