Saturday, September 17, 2005
honest 9:50 AM
surprise!im actually up and blogging so damn early.hahaha sudddenly felt lyk listening to hanover festival.damn shiok.lol sometimes i just wish ppl would be truthful in watever they do n say n not cause any misunderstanding. haha changed blog song again.been lsitening to this song fer pretty long already.it was fishballs who sent it to me i can vividly remeber.lol lyk i lyked it the first time i heard it.find it really meaningful if i were a guy.ahahha but too bad im a gurl.-.- but stil i think its really meaningful if a guy sings tt to me.hahaha ya u know what i mean!but i aint with another man la.duh~was really tired last ngiht so turned in really early.lyk 1130?couldnt stand it la.nth to do online n not many ppl to chat with.so lyk screw it juz log off n go zzzz.then lyk aft one hr of sleep.my hp vibrated continuously twice had two messages.read it..ahha onyl can rem a bit i guess i was dreaming.then mornz i woke up n read it again.ok i wasnt dreaming.lol reality check??harloe!!!haiz been feeling really screwed up.cant think.im really mentally very tired.very very tired.juz hope i can break down go crazy n forget bout everything.i have got totally no inspiration or idea on wat to do fer my sculpture.which is on monday n its already saturday today.haiz.sometimes i wonder y do humans always try so hard to pretend?nth seem to be real anymore to me.facades.nth much motivates me anymore.mayb besides music.i really really miss band.but i ahve no time.i ahte maths tuition is always int eh way.no matter wat it always is.just hate it!!!ive got no one to do maths with.all rights...then today is gonna be another boring day.haiz. ok my breakfast is back.may god bless me....pooffss..**