really upset after reading june's blog.dunno why?i mean we were such a fun grp of ppl who often went out tog coz we had band tog n were hte best band mates ever..but now band turned everything sour too.y is god so unfair tt he has to take smth away so tt we can have the other?y do humans hold grudges?
y cant we ahve all of our frenz at the same time.lyk now i made new frenz but i lost the ones i treasured so much coz we haven been catchin up.i see now tt everything was actually so fragile?or izzit bcoz ppl have diff point of views or view htings at a very different angle compared to us?i dunno...but im really upset tts all..i thought lyk oh finally everyone ahs stopped working n we can have a great great gathering n have loads of fun together.but no to my disppointment things didnt turn out the way i wanted it to be.instead it made me feel worse.i guess we were juz not meant to be?i dunno..but when june told me tt shes quitting ont he 21st n then we shall go out?i was so happy n overjoyed i wanted to tell all the gurls...but tt juz happened the day b4 n now everything has juz turned rotten.i dunno how to save it..i tried but i cant....nvm im nt some great godess so i guess yeah..i shall juz listen to wat june says..forego the past..of course we'll miss it..but no point holding on...
the key to happiness is to let go...i thought i found it...but i guess was wrong..i found the key to one but lost the key to the other....nvm~ oh wells....*suan le ba* the regularz the sisters all r as important to me...n of course the love of my life..
i have no idea now wat the hell im doing big time..but i know..im feeling very screwed up now...i miss the prom night shoppings wit my gurls.i miss hanging out aft band n tryin so hard to catch a movie wit them n its always horror coz june juz loves them...i miss having lunch tog having dinner tog the time we flew our very first kite high up in the sky..i stil remember how each n everyone of us were lyk..the crazy hui yi then auntie lyk june always screaming the joker pei xin chubby yee gin cheerful wency n sexy li tang...=) all of these...etched so deep.but oh wells...NVM~i was juz reminiscing...i guess tts all fer now...nth much tob lgo bout..ahve been rather lazy these days to go all the way down to untiy juz to b able to play music..r we really tt pathetic tt we need to actually sort of "rent" a band?huh?i mean ugh..i juz hate alumni so much...sickening!!!but ya juz go once a week would b good enough i guess...think i'l turn up either fri or sat.haha coz refat is really funny..:P
oh wells...i guess i have nth else to blog about anymore...juz ARGH i juz hate myself sometimes...been more emotional lately.finally im being more human lyk..
June i know u may not b very happy if u readsthis....but im jzu lyk u i juz wanna express my point of view n pour out my feelings..i juz wanna let u all know[my babes] tt i really appreciate the times we had b4.=) alright....
i guess we should juz treasure wat we have by our side now...so cheerios ppl...:P
ohoh n tmr ice skating wit gin all...ngihty ppl!
