>>haiz<<

yeap yeap had sectionals today..well refat came down today~ok lahz nt as bad as i thought we would be~ya haiz...i dunno lahz..y lidat?on friday refat walked out on us n tt totally freaked all of us out as u can see~n then we decided to come back almost evryday fer sectionals n i guess refat might b rather pleased?lyk at least we r really puttin in effort?i mean i really thank god tt refat did not walk out on us tt very day as i know tt he was really really pissed off~none of us have ever seen him behaving this way b4~from tt day onwards we promised to make refat less stress..well at least we TRY. hmmm yeah so we decided to train our stamina fer the band!yeah...lyk it was all gone aft the break lhoz~haiz..lyk damn sadded...so we try our very best. imma wil go down to gym evryday, swim as many laps as i can swim lyk mad jog evry evening lyk wat i used to do last time~wells...i think refat do see the efforts in which we r putting in but i guess we gotta really prove it to him~as i've always said action speaks louder then words..yeapppppp n ytd went out wit kenneth n all to celebrate his birthday!!yeah we really gave him a big big HUGE surprise.then hang out til 11 i think?round there lahz...ya drank n all haha AMOS!!wat a weakling!!first to get drunk..haha then poor june lost her damn wallet...hahaha

so...i guess..refat!!we really need u!!n thank u so so so so so so much!!!!!!!fer not walking out on us~fer whcih i;ve seen u puttin in effort today to teach my section~n i wil try to give u lesser work?lyk try my best to teach lahz~ya lahz altho i know i now i also quite sucky lahz...my confidence level oso gone down.n goodness celebration one first..wah...i oso scared lehz~hmmm but whatever it is we wil try our very very very best!!!!!yeahh..n refat!!if u're reading this i'll b less vulguar n b more civilised!!!yeah lyk u've always said ur musicians-we, must b civilised.wells...aft refat have stepped foot into our band...many things have changed..our lives n evrythin else bout band n music.upon reminscing the past~i feel tt i've been a really notorious band memeber!!for i often skipped band.but when refat stepped foot into the band i found a brand new interest in band music n bright sparks of hope in this band for it gave me a greater sense of belonging as i noticed how the band actually have came tog fer this short period of time as all of us worked reallllll hard fer the concert~n refat have really imparted a lot of skills in us i guess..so REFAT!!u r really a very important person in our lives.so arz...no matter wat....must have faith in us ok?????yeahhhh hmmmm k lahz nth much already lhoz..but yeah must have faith in us!we promise u altho i know we trumpet section have been giving u a lot of troubles n stress~we already promised each other tt we would stand tog n go thru all this hardship since its us who fought so hard for it
~now we have to prove it too!!!yes..lyk i myself have thought bout it realllll hard if i should really stay n work hard fer the band.but its all of our dream to have this concert~so no matter wat we have to do it together juz lyk our band's motto.be united n have faith in ourselves..altho i know i sometimes give the heck care attitude.i do care fer the band really..but wells...fer now at least refat have showed me tt he really really care fer the band n we really appreciate it.we promise to stick together k?

ohoh n today went out wit dearie...yeapp had lunch n all...then he helped me number the scores..haha but ok lahz then aft tt walk around rot n all then went home lhoz coz i wanted to watch tv!!!hehehehe k lahz tts all fer today peepz!!think the longest entry ever!!!