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i fucking hell failed my maths paper one despite all the hardwork..haha..see the problem now lies where?i dunno.i dun give a fuck either.god's nt fair so not fair..so hey mother mary do me justice!!:x rite sorry..
no offence to catholics...
ah hell..todae was sci mcq n art..slept at 3.30am last nite juz to stay up n do my all so precious art..hah..very violent piece of shiet..skeletons skulls blood cracks veins..red all over haha i lyk this kinda art.dunno y..nt tt im sadist..but my style tat is..i lyk goth..n god damn it im dying to get the green day CD.i juz cant wait...cant wait fer fridae to come..yeah yeah yeah~then sat or sunday then start cracking?not lyk i wan to but i haf to fer the sake of tuition n i wouldnt wanna waste my parents money..yeah so im juz being fillial not coz i believe in muggin ever again.it doesnt pay off at all..it sucks.oh hell......but hey!other subjects r worth it i guess...hmmmmmm guess tts all fer todae.oh been orite wit candy..stil flowing yeap.so no worries..but juz hope to clear up my emotional havoc first.yeah
read crap ass's blog.i feel so torned.guilty..painful?agony...every entry i read sends a dagger rite thru my heart.hah..killing me..exactly..i mean y din i listen to my frenz n go build a blog earlier?or rather in the first place y did i deleted my old blog?~!i mean yeah..unique name..thnkx sweetie u meant evrythin to me once n i guess i kinda miss u n those days wen we were mingling around.now i dunno if i could salvage tt after so many things have happened...............i regret some things i have done.but not over choosing my partner at tt point of time.yeah but smth i should have nvr done aft i tore myself into piece. but all i could sae is tt i m sorry?mayb we can start all over again?i really dunno..but yeahi m glad..i held a significant place in ur heart.i captured u n ur thots.evrtyhin...so did u..reading ur blog juz make me wanna cry scream n yell at u telling u how much u meant to me tt time n how much i wan u baq..(its the frist time i felt tt way)fer now...starting all over again...i dunno bout tt..but ah..i dun wanna b stuck n having to make a decision again~!its the most terrible thing on earth~!lets juz hope i wun b stuck in this during my o lvls(which most prob wun) or in between the time whereby im preparing fer the vch concert.i mean yeah..lets juz hope i dun get distracted again..coz candy laid the tracks fer me n i wanna stayon them.i cant promise myself anytin but i can promise myself tt i wil get out of o lvls shining...:D
*bRokEn heaRteD souL.crusHed.dEmenTed.miSsiN ya..*LosT touCh*