9/7/2004-- ::woRrieD.siCk.::

sianz..in a day..less then 24 hrs..so many things happened!!!band cocked up again n within tt few hours..things were amended..i dunno y i feel so much fer the band suddenly..lyk i nv felt tt kinda pain ever, not even worse then brekain up wit mah most beloved one~!!!wen the news of the concert at vch being cancelled was broken out to me..mah words were choked wit anger and tears were held tight underneath mah throat.then finally aft sch..i couldnt take it anymore,upon talkin to refat.tears juz flowed..wency,june n i sat there..wit such unstable emotions.hah..first time seeing me cry~how nice..tts how much tt concert meant to us..but dr loh couldnt understand..hes juz a dumb old hag~!evryone was cursing n swearing at him~!suggesting to pluck off all his remainders on the scalp.n i COMPLIMENTED tt he had dried balls n wency said tt it wil soon turn into sizes of the PEAS one day~LOL..cartoon sia we all..but then later within tt afternoon..we were told it was not cancelled but post poned to 2005jan~ahhh..got more time to prepare n so refat wanna add in harder songs~but we said"how can?then alumni is lyk worse then the band?"cannot~~yeah he said if alumni had to play harder songs..they hav to b a gold band..so our songs r lyk..KNS tough~but its ok..im sure we can do it~!we have faith~!oh then we even seeked help from our most powerful student in sch-head prefect.mr.ng tiang ti jason.the one whom many gurls set their eyes n fall in love at first sight(NEVER ME!!)LOL!!ah..he was sumone supportive at least.told me to hush coz he tot i was goin to cry..n startin fanning his hand in mah face~haha yeah n he suggested very good methods..i GUESS?yeah n made many conclusions n possibilities tt would happen..yeap..oh well..n BENEDICT LEE oso gave me solutions..he tried sounding mature..n yeah he DID make sense~!!woah..haha yeah~then aft which we had our eh..mini dinner at bmc mac wit tiang ti n the rest...oh wel..we toked bout nth much actually~
HE really luks lyk tt somebody..but thank god not tt charisma nor feel so its ok..juz luks..so im concious enuff i guess to tel the diff n not to fall wrongly..yeah~but he was nice..frenly i guess n tts how he is to evryone..i think???yeap...yeah but ppl r crazee to tel me..hes diff to me.ahh i think no n its stupid to sae tt.i dun feel a ting at all..yeah~theres chemistry lesson tml at 9am.but dunno if i should go..hmm..O.o..oh well..shall ask mah class peepz if we should go..oh well n thers gonna b band pract tml.then one week later goin fer the marist band concert.then aft tt we r goin as a band fer tt ngee ann concert..oh mannnnn...so many many things~!!!oh well..lifes boring as usual n todae thers the saf concert!!too bad.missed it..was a waste!!ahah..oh well..then sunday at botanic gardens!!all da gold bands..frenz from st pats asked fer support..but sundae lehz..lol..guess not goin..hmm..so am anticipating fer tml's band pract i guess?shall try out new songs..tts wat refat said??yeah ok..stil same old thing im gona sae...
i cant wait to play japanese graffitti IV~!!!!!!!!!!arGHH!!LOL yeah~*anTiciPatioN*