16/7/2004-- (_BAND!!!_)
rite todae..so many probes cocking up..bout tt stupid master parade thingy..tt farkin cHoO..dunno howta give proper instructions~!wah lao n got the band into such a mess~!!n hell got sum scolding form miss chong..bloody hell...sectional oso lyk shit..i left at 1.50.tt mis ang kept hurryin me....stuupid..i lyk gave instructions to mah memebers so so so so DAMN HURRIEDLY~!then i felt so uneasy leavin the whole section bhind..lyk..always luk after this n tat..chase aft ppl fer attendence..ahhh ahhh..but thank god all of them turned up except fer mah FAVOURTIE JUNIOR.ahh..the one n onli sec2.how devoted can she be? im really too tired n exhausted chasing aft ppl already..they wanna come dun wanna come..i dun care already..its too much..i sumtimes juz dun haf the energy to do it anymore..a section of 12ppl..havin to chase aft them one by one..sending smses weekly..talkin to them in sch..run aft them lyk sum witch or stepmother..really horrifying..but its oso tiring..haiz..i dunno leave it to them lahz..the doors of the band room MAY B open..but not to ppl hu choose nt to devote nor do they noe howta pioritise..ppl juz utterly disapointed me..even band fund oso i gotta chase aft them month aft month..even the photocopying of scores..oso..tel them again n again..b responsible esp if the file'es wit u..everytime i'l take it home to photocopy..nt tt i dun trust u all..but i juz cant dump things to ppl n expect things to b done~tired tired..~
then went fer the art syf thingy at s.c.h. todae wah lao..the mayflower ppl..btH man think they nv do presentation b4 sia~lol can faint upon listening to them..ah
then came refat pissing me so off off off off~!this sunday its compulsory fer the whole band to go fer tt botanic gardens thingy..wah lao si be hot~!but at elast can wear home clothes~!hee hee..n the following fridae he wanna have practice~!!wtF~!dun he noe tt we r goin fer a concert?he himself goin lhoz..n many ppl have got interhouse..then its lyk gota go home change n all..hes juz a bad bad planner!sumtimes i realy feel lyk knockin his head against the damn bloody concrete wall n ask him to wake up~!haiz..sick rite he?lucky no need wear band tee or else i'l strangle him!~haiz..rite if he reads this i m dead..~but hu cares~!lol the most he make me run double evry week ahahaha..haiz..sianz sianz sianz..tml gt rehersal..boring boring dae~!aft tt wonder wher to go..dun think i wanna go n paint~!haha lyk bout 3/4 of mah board is done so yeah chill fer a while lahz.. oh benedict asked if i did include his name..yeah there include already~!!lol yeah hes nuts..hes been testing out his drumstix..gt nth better to do~!
ok lahz...nth much to sae..tml gather in band room at 8~!!yeah..play n.a onli first~!yeapp~ the other songs owuld later b decided..~
